| Oh goodness. I can't remember the last time I even looked at this. A classic friend left without a considerate goodbye. But I've seemed to leave a lot of those lately, without a real regard for what could have been. But that's change. I'm not disappointed, just left to wonder. I can't worry anymore, just left to hope. But I'm thankful for those times of genuine intimacy within each relationship I've encountered and am looking forward to my encounters yet approached. I've been thinking about writing a book one day. Filled with typos for all the over-achieving OCD people concerned with correct grammar and spelling like ... well, if you've added me on facebook, then you know I've become apathetic to even being able to spelling words like "because" correctly. Anyway. I leave for mission training in 1 week. I'm almost ready to go, just praying I'll complete the work I have here in Glasgow- but that's why God is Alpha and Omega - the beginner, and certainly in the perfect time, the end result. Praise God. I'm not sure what type of impact I'm going to have on others, especially some of foriegn descent and I'm left to marvel on how to approach them. Completely different ethnic. Completely different mentality. But same Jesus. He's going to have to be. For their sakes and mine. I need a lot of prayer, especially for safety and wisdom. And above all, love to pursue my Creator with all I have, which is really all we're called to do in life. Everything else will fall into place. Witnessing, obedience, you name it. It will be absolute love and the time I use to know my Creator that will refelect my ability, opportunity, and passion to work to advance the kingdom. |
